Anonymous
Beloved of All
I pray that the life I have slowly gets better. my financial issues will get better. I'm angry and upset. my relationship with god is not at the best, and I do not want to feel like I'm not important. I am tired of always being angry and upset. my heart is heavy, and filled with anger and jealous from those around me who can go out and be able to afford some new jeans, put $20 in their gas tank, or maybe even take their love one out on a nice date. these seems so basic but feel like a luxury too me and its filling myself and life with hate knowing the struggles are getting worse and my feelings forwards life are becoming more negative. I pray I find a new job. I pray I can one day get out of this rut. I pray for my girlfriend who is always there. I pray for god, and Jesus to show me a sign and lift all this anger from my heart. I pray my jealously dies and I can be financial able to take care of my finances, help my sick mother, and be happy. I know people say money isn't everything but when your drowning in debt it helps ease the water. i just pray that I'm not so miserable all the time. when will this nightmare end? I pray for better, and brighter days that seem so, so far away.
