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adelissa
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I pray God softens my heart and teaches me to love and trust people. I have been through so much and I feel numb and if left to my natural desires would isolate and just concern myself with my own wants and needs but we are commanded to love our neighbor as ourselves and I want to obey the Lord but I am dealing with grief, loss, and betrayal and feel so far from God now. I am having trouble being close to anyone right now including God. I believe with all my heart Jesus died on the cross for my sins and I repented and accepted that gift 15 years ago, but the state of my life sometimes makes me doubt my salvation and I am sure that is the devil working on me, I just want to feel love again. I know there are people who love and care about me but I can't receive it, I just feel numb.
