broken winged
Humble Prayer Warrior
I pray for my son's love, respect, and support this morning as every morning.
Lately he has forgotten obligation to self and family. It breaks my heart that his priorities are not to self. He is not caring about his future, education, family, and health lately. He puts everyone else and/or things above ALL that he must accomplish before his birthday. I try not to fear for his future but his choices lately raise a mammoth red flag.
He has a girlfriend that seems not to encourage his best interests or safety.
He does not do what is expected of him at home; daily chores, studies, appointments, and is not respectful or supportive to me at all within our home or out of our home.
He demands favors, gifts, money, transportation, etc. and depreciates us his family daily.
I am disgusted by his lack of respect and/or support of/for me even though I am there for him unconditionally.
What happened to my son? Why does he not love me anymore or any of us? Why is he so impatient and short fused when it comes to us? How did we get here? Why has he no interest in himself or his future? Why is he so angry? Why does he not want to take responsibility for his choices and actions? Why does he take out ALL of his frustrations on us and bring chaos into our home and relationships together? What happened to the want of protecting and supporting family? What have I not done as a parent to deserve such darkness and insubordinate behavior from him? I am tired of the fighting and arguing with MY son. I miss my beautiful son. I love him so much and only desire the best for him, give him my best. I pray that what ever has broken us be mended and this pain be healed so that we may know peace between us and within our home again. May God hear my cry for help with my son, for all that I have ever wanted is to honor the blessed gift God has given me... my children.
In Jesus Christ name.. Amen.
Lately he has forgotten obligation to self and family. It breaks my heart that his priorities are not to self. He is not caring about his future, education, family, and health lately. He puts everyone else and/or things above ALL that he must accomplish before his birthday. I try not to fear for his future but his choices lately raise a mammoth red flag.
He has a girlfriend that seems not to encourage his best interests or safety.
He does not do what is expected of him at home; daily chores, studies, appointments, and is not respectful or supportive to me at all within our home or out of our home.
He demands favors, gifts, money, transportation, etc. and depreciates us his family daily.
I am disgusted by his lack of respect and/or support of/for me even though I am there for him unconditionally.
What happened to my son? Why does he not love me anymore or any of us? Why is he so impatient and short fused when it comes to us? How did we get here? Why has he no interest in himself or his future? Why is he so angry? Why does he not want to take responsibility for his choices and actions? Why does he take out ALL of his frustrations on us and bring chaos into our home and relationships together? What happened to the want of protecting and supporting family? What have I not done as a parent to deserve such darkness and insubordinate behavior from him? I am tired of the fighting and arguing with MY son. I miss my beautiful son. I love him so much and only desire the best for him, give him my best. I pray that what ever has broken us be mended and this pain be healed so that we may know peace between us and within our home again. May God hear my cry for help with my son, for all that I have ever wanted is to honor the blessed gift God has given me... my children.
In Jesus Christ name.. Amen.
