Anonymous
Beloved of All
I pray for my salvation I have been living in sin and I am far away from God. I need to go back to church. I am lost and I pray I truly repent and God will forgive me. I am sorry Lord. I have been hiding stuff but being a hypocritical person and trying to lie about it and hide it. The truth will come out soon and I will not be able to hide it but confront it. Everything I have done. Please if you are a born again Christian please pray for me. I have been under the Devil for too long and I need to get back to God. I sometimes I feel suicidal and lost. I am sorry God and I pray he forgives me. I do not feel his love anymore and I try to run from my problems. I blame people and I am hiding stuff. I do not know what to do anymore. And I am afraid most of all to be judged and caught. I know God is mad at me. I am tired of crying to sleep at night and I have been hiding stuff from my mom and my bf. It has been almost a week and we have not talked. Plus my mother did not know we were fornicating.
I am so embarrassed and ashamed. Please I hope someone helps me. I isolate myself from people and I act paranoid someone is talking about me. My self esteem is low too so it's a lot I struggle with. I cannot keep hiding and running anymore. And I do not know how to go to God either. This is so hard. I am so sorry Jesus. I have lied a lot and with things from my past. Help me be honest. And please forgive me. Amen
I am so embarrassed and ashamed. Please I hope someone helps me. I isolate myself from people and I act paranoid someone is talking about me. My self esteem is low too so it's a lot I struggle with. I cannot keep hiding and running anymore. And I do not know how to go to God either. This is so hard. I am so sorry Jesus. I have lied a lot and with things from my past. Help me be honest. And please forgive me. Amen