turningtogod
Humble Servant
I pray for mental, physical, psychological healing; I pray to have true humility. I pray that my eyesight, my bones, teeth, and mind will be healed; I pray I will have a calm, clear mind. I pray that all curses be removed from me and my family; I pray to have a better relationship with my family; I pray for my whole family to be healed. I pray that my grandmother be healed completely. I pray that the man who is my spouse is sent by the one and ONLY God. I pray that I can get out of my curses and most of all to meet Jesus Christ and do the true Will of God. Please pray that my soul not be in hell as I speak. I would like to confess to you my brothers and sisters that I have been very lazy and selfish; all I care about is healing and daydreaming. I have not been entirely honest about my studies, as to why I am entirely handing in things late. I have an exam tomorrow; please pray it goes well. I am so sad today because I feel I am cursed. Things just don't work out for me, and I need help to remove these curses so I can not only find true joy but be closer to God. I am often fearful, I pray against fatigue, depression, feelings of hopelessness, unemployment. I feel bad about my behavior often. I thank you for all you have blessed me with, my LORD. I am so sorry for being so addicted to music and the internet. I often feel lonely and feel unable to open up so people understand me. I often feel I am not doing YOUR WILL, which causes me anxiety. Please help me soon. I'm sorry for everything. I keep sinning; I'm sorry I masturbated. I'm sorry for even thinking about other men. Please know I really want to be with my boyfriend; I want us to serve you, LORD, and have your only son Jesus as our guide and savior. I feel so alone. I don't like being alone. I don't want to be lonely anymore. I don't want the internet to be such a big part of my life. I just want a husband, and I pray to receive the gift of the Holy Spirit and the gift of healing, please. I also ask that you send me to people tomorrow who will truly guide me closer to you. LORD, I fear you; I know I'm bad. I'm sorry for having false humility. Please have mercy; I'm tired. I feel everything is all a game. But I feel a lack of love. Thank you for bringing my boyfriend into my life. He makes me smile. Oh please let him be my spouse sent by you, LORD. Lord, please forgive me of all my sins; I know I am such a backsliding fool. Please, Jesus, please send me your Holy Spirit. I want to be guided by the Holy Spirit. LORD, forgive me for daydreaming so much; forgive me for not going to church last weekend. Forgive me for not taking care of myself better. Please, LORD, I don't want to feel so alone. I pray that you pray with me to our Heavenly Father. Amen.
