I once believed fully in Jesus. After one incident ...

[aiesha]

I once believed fully in Jesus. After one incident in my teens where I felt He "failed" to keep me pure, I began questioning Christianity and subsequently all manmade religion. I never fully lost my spirituality, but as chaos and pain in my life has multiplied greatly, I felt no one was watching over me. I had resigned to being spiritual and seeking but mostly philosophical and not believing there is a Heavenly Father who hears my heart, when there is so much suffering in the world, and to good people, how could there be a God?

Now, all I have in my life are my two beautiful innocent children. I have made mistakes as a parent though my only goal when becoming a parent was to be the best I could be. Instead I found myself regretting my actions/words almost daily, praying to "something" for guidance. Please, my children deserve at least one good parent -- the other is not really in the picture, I am the only one raising them -- and please, let me be that parent. Please pray that I can keep my children. Please pray that I will only bring them smiles, that I will be the best memory they have of any person. I love them more than my own life. I vow to never wound their hearts.

I have just cried with my whole body. I threw myself on the floor with my hands to the sky. Please God, if you are there, PLEASE COME BACK TO ME, please fill my heart, please teach me, please forgive me. I said the Lord's prayer. I'm not sure Jesus is the only way, but if I have no God to believe in, I am ruled by fear. I need faith that things will be okay. A person has threatened to have my children removed from me but she is misinformed. PLEASE PRAY THAT MY CHILDREN AND I CAN STAY TOGETHER HAPPILY AND SAFELY IN EACH OTHER'S ARMS. They are my angels. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. They are my heart. I can't live without them. I Can't. Please. Show me what I must do, I will do it to be worthy of raising my children into adulthood. I know no one loves them more than me. No one understands them like I do. Let me be with them. Please God, please.

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[ekp]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[DesperateLost]

I've prayed for you. I hope you're prayer is answered.

 

[edb]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Letthesunshinein]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[papafishin52]

Heavenly Father, help this one in their unbelief. Faith is believing what we cannot see. Faith is trusting you in all things. Please, Father, give this one Faith and help it to grow and mature. We ask these things in the name of your Holy, sWeet son, Jesus Christ and it is because of him we can come to your throne, Amenxxx

 

[AdamANT]

May God enable you to reach the highest height, bless you, comfort you, and engage you in a profound life changing way. May God help you find what you seek and receive all you ask for in Jesus name, Amen!

 

[Lifemoreabundant]

I pray in agreement for the will of God to be done in this situation. You are a good God, a mighty god, an awesome God who can do above and beyond anything that we ask. Step in my Lord in Jesus name I prayn in agreement....AMEN!!

 

[RMC]

I pray that God will give you Wisdom to bring up your children and that you as the adult never leave Him.  He is a good God but you need to worship him as God.  Worship means you value Him.  He will be the head of your house but never forget to respect, honor and thank Him for what He does for you.  Your children are in the palm of his hand.  No one or nothing can touch them there.  Always give God the Glory and He will do the rest.  You and your children will be in my prayers every day.  I always pray to God for all these prayer requests that appear here. Always trust Him and He will never steer you wrongly.    Amen.