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Lord I need you. Every day that I live I need you. You are the only reason I have made it this long I love you so much. I can't thank you enough. Lord take away these bad dreams I keep having. Lord I had another dream last night it wasn't a bad one but I didn't understand it. I guess it's not meant for me to understand. I want a friend a companion a help mate lord. Most importantly I want a wife but I've never had a girl friend. I guess everyone isn't meant to be loved by someone and I'm one of those people. Never having one is bad enough thinking about it. But knowing you're never ever going to is a lot worse. Same as wanting a friend. Lord I know I question a lot of why things like this are happening to me but I really want to know. Why I am meant to be alone forever. Why I'm forbidden to have a friend or a wife in the future why lord? Why is this happening. I don't understand. In Jesus name amen.
