I need to eat, I tell myself I want to eat but I can't eat. This eating disorder causes me to want to die but I won't try to hurt myself; that means I am not suicidal at lest not at this point. Please pray for me. Thank you.
Heavenly Father, You know how easily I hold on to things — a look, a word, a missed birthday, even a goodbye that was never meant to be final. I don’t just remember what happened; I interpret it, I replay it, and sometimes I turn it into something it never was. I once misunderstood a silence...
So as some may know I recently had a falling out with my boyfriend of over a year, I have had a life of struggles with my ex-husband who was abusive. I prayed so much to find the one and I feel I did, however, my insecurities and the enemy have messed things up for me. I am ###, I have a child...
I can't take this chronic physical pain anymore. I lost my appetite months ago. I don't eat. I am down to 120 lbs. I am skin and bones and in pain in bed all day long crying. My son says to grow up. I just want my physical and mental pain to stop. I lost everyone that I loved last year. I have...