leona
Humble Servant of All
I am still going through very hard times, along with seeing Gods' provision. On Thursday I went through a particularly blessed morning & was severely attacked by a large group of people insulting me & spreading slander about me that afternoon. Even a worker from the outpatient psychiatric clinic that I went to after trying to commit suicide 10 years ago was there. It is apparent that they are giving people advice on how to treat me so that I could become depressed again! I know this, people do not hide this around me they say out loud - 'She is going to have another breakdown.' I have to take public transportation & a number of drivers blast songs with very explicit lyrics as soon as I get on the bus & when I bend my head to pray quietly - they call ,I do not know who, on their cell phone or turn to the others on the bus to tell them I'm losing my mind, all of which happened on that same day.I've been feeling down since & trying to get over this on my own but I need others to help me in prayer on this one.