Anonymous
Beloved of All
I need stability and security for me and my daughter, but the path I chose is taking longer to achieve that. I don't see a future here; even if there is, it will be at the risk of prolonging separation. Yet the alternative to that, changing a work path is nowhere near comforting. In an economy with no real growth, no industry is willing to take a risk on a newbie with 0 industry training and experience except casual precarious jobs. I feel like doors are shutting at all fronts, I'm at my lowest point. Dear God, help me get out of this gutter. I have no idea what to do to ensure that I achieve the necessary--not just risk or gamble and see what sticks, as that in itself is frustrating and frustration is intoxicating. I am paralyzed that I cannot even accomplish my immediate tasks and accountabilities.
