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Neesha
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I've been going through so much a lot of ups and downs my family is broken up (my mom & my dad are no longer together ) that took a toll on me , i live with my mom at her friends house now because my mom couldn't pay rent to stay in the apt that we had & it's been very difficult ,i feel very alone and unhappy
my boyfriend and i are just not the way i expected us to be anymore (we are still together i just want us to build a better relationship for the long term ), a lot of negative things has been happening to me it's so much I've been through for the past few years & am only 19 things are not getting better there only getting worse i have been depending on my modeling to keep me occupied because i don't have a job or go to school (i wish i can) but the modeling is not the same things it slowed down drastically , i really need a job so i can help my mom & also help myself etc it's just a lot i just wish things could be better i've been very bitter & distant from everyone very upset with everyone & myself i am just a hurt person .. & i really need a lot of prayers for my relationship , my family & my life :'( [:'(]
my boyfriend and i are just not the way i expected us to be anymore (we are still together i just want us to build a better relationship for the long term ), a lot of negative things has been happening to me it's so much I've been through for the past few years & am only 19 things are not getting better there only getting worse i have been depending on my modeling to keep me occupied because i don't have a job or go to school (i wish i can) but the modeling is not the same things it slowed down drastically , i really need a job so i can help my mom & also help myself etc it's just a lot i just wish things could be better i've been very bitter & distant from everyone very upset with everyone & myself i am just a hurt person .. & i really need a lot of prayers for my relationship , my family & my life :'( [:'(]
