Lillianna753
Disciple of Prayer
I need prayers for my sever back pain, which I believe has a spiritual cause and my broken relationships and broken life. I made good choices and I suffered.....and in frustrated anger, I made bad choices which I am repenting of and now I am suffering more. I feel trapped in oppression external and self-made. I am tired of feeling like I have to jump through specific hoops of repentance when I recently, with an open heart, asked God to forgive ALL my sins and ALL or ANY past generational sins ( I repent and forgive ALL my ancestors for whatever bad choice they made-just want freedom and deliverance) and curses and humbled myself for weeks trying to clean out my cups and yet problems still exist. I am really struggling in different areas I really want to hear from the Lord directly instead of people making guess and I want the Lord to free me instead of leaving me here to suffer and suffer and suffer....I have done that for year upon year and loved the Lord anyways seeking His face..... but wow.....I have been a woman of many sorrows. What does He want with me and for me!?

