PrayForMe99
Servant of All
I need prayer in so many areas of my life it is difficult to know where to begin to ask for prayer. So let me lists those areas.
1. I need prayer for my faith to be strengthened. My wife died of cancer in 2011. I went through a period of blaming God for not answering my prayers for her healing in the way I thought you should. I know now that he answered them in a way that was best for her. However I find that I'm second guessing God now.
2 I need prayer in trusting God to lead me to where he wants me serve in his will. I left my job in order to take care of my wife when she was in ill health. Now even after the company has allowed me to stay on part time there is not enough work for me to go back fulltime and I can't find work since my age is 59. I feel like I'm caught between a rock and a hard place.
3. I sometimes get frustrates at what seems to be a lack of God caring about me. I have not been the kind of Christian I should be either and sometimes let sin into my life for misguided comfort. This has lead to some sins becoming a habit. I have recently prayed for the ending of this in my life and feel like it will but sometimes still find myself commiting those same sins. Pray for me here greatly.
1. I need prayer for my faith to be strengthened. My wife died of cancer in 2011. I went through a period of blaming God for not answering my prayers for her healing in the way I thought you should. I know now that he answered them in a way that was best for her. However I find that I'm second guessing God now.
2 I need prayer in trusting God to lead me to where he wants me serve in his will. I left my job in order to take care of my wife when she was in ill health. Now even after the company has allowed me to stay on part time there is not enough work for me to go back fulltime and I can't find work since my age is 59. I feel like I'm caught between a rock and a hard place.
3. I sometimes get frustrates at what seems to be a lack of God caring about me. I have not been the kind of Christian I should be either and sometimes let sin into my life for misguided comfort. This has lead to some sins becoming a habit. I have recently prayed for the ending of this in my life and feel like it will but sometimes still find myself commiting those same sins. Pray for me here greatly.
