SinglemomV
Beloved of All
Here's how it all started. Oh Dear Lord thy God, please show my son, Jordan 18, how he needs the Lord in his life..I know he is going through a tough time deciding on what he should do and wants to do as all teenagers do. Hope everyone is patient with me, as I need prayer specifically for Jordan and myself at this moment..Jordan started hanging around with this so called-friend,17 this past Feb...His s-c-friend told Jordan and myself, his parents were on drugs and I felt sorry for him, as Jordan did..They were all living in a hotel room. But it was this boys choice, as he burned the bridge where he was at, because there were rules he had to follow. I found this out later..But at this time, the boys parents did not even make this boy a birthday cake or anything at all. Then, I found out this boys girlfriend was an atheist. I asked him about that, he replied I don't care care if she goes to hell, then I said you don't have the Love of the Lord in your own heart.This boy has been from place to place, living homeless if needed, doing whatever he pleases.Even riding a bicycle 25 miles to see this girlfriend..Jordan had a truck..I couldn't allow him to stay here, everything started to seem so dark. Later on in May, he claimed his mother tried to commit suicide, he was there, and I again felt sorry for him, even the grandmother told me this. Jordan begged me to let him stay just for a while. I did, it ended up being 5 months. As I was trying to show him this is how people that love the Lord lives. I know Jesus would not have turned him away. Now, In my heart I know, he is trying desperately to destroy my sons life, all of our lives.I have now found out he has burned every bridge with all the people he has stayed with, getting pity for his sad story. He had the same name and initials as my beloved brother that has passed. He asked if anyone had died in this house, I said yes, my brother, who has the same name , he said he was calling me..
Jordan pays the electric guitar and always played oldies 70-80's music..He played around with metal but at that time a year ago, he really didn't like it. Since hanging out with this guy, it's death metal, as his girlfriend/friends likes this kind of music as well..Jordan's girlfriend/friends are also into the paranormal and his girlfriend was given a a satanic bible by this boys girlfriend,(Jordan's girlfriend and this boys girlfriend are best friends), for 3 years, before he even came along). I confronted her about this and she denied being an atheist, saying she did believe in God, but had questions. I asked her why would you even want satanic bible cause absolutely nothing would be good!! She then said she was just interested in knowing what it said???I then said again Nothing Good!! She's adopted and her father is a Russian Orthodox Priest that converted from being Jewish. So, she is being raised with strict religion in her life..Jordan's so called friend, introduced them. I have spoken to her mom on more than one occasion..Praying Lord do I let this mom know what I know..I had too. I asked her mom did she know her daughter's best friend was atheist, and about the satanic bible, she laughed in my face..Saying she(Jordan's girlfriend) was just having questions,she was just rebelling due to their strict religion, And her best friend isn't really an atheist, she was raised communist, not believing in God. So, she doesn't know what to believe. Her mom also said it's just a phase?I know some kids do this to get attention, but this is something I will not tolerate, in any form or fashion. I kicked out this boy on Sept 22, and I found out his mother let him drop-out of school..Then one week later, when he turns 18, Jordan yanks his keys out of my hands pinning me down on the bed to get them, goes to school and tries to withdraw, saying he just wants to go to the school that his girlfriend goes too..I refused to sign the papers, so he ran. I found him walking the streets with this boy, and I got him in the car away from him only for him to get out of the car at a red light. He ended up at his so-called friends mom's and then to hang out with these people....My house does feel lighter since this boy is gone,but still dark on my son. He did come back Sunday, saying he was homeless, etc..He loved me, he was sorry, etc...But Lord I have not seen any change..I took his truck and phone and he is constantly badgering me to take him to see her or there to be with them.. I refuse..His father is there for him, when it doesn't interfere with his other life/family..I just want my son to be happy and to have the Lord in his heart, like he used too...He was filled with love, now with hate..This has affected Scott, he has been sick non stop all summer, and do to mention my 9 yr old, can you imagine what's it like with myself...I only have the Lord to turn too and some days when no-one knows all I do is cry, out for help and pray non-stop!!!!!!!I feel like Jordan has a curse on him and I need the Lord to break this curse from my son!!I know the Devil likes to see me be in so much despair....But I have to be strong the Lord is with me..Please pray for us!
Jordan pays the electric guitar and always played oldies 70-80's music..He played around with metal but at that time a year ago, he really didn't like it. Since hanging out with this guy, it's death metal, as his girlfriend/friends likes this kind of music as well..Jordan's girlfriend/friends are also into the paranormal and his girlfriend was given a a satanic bible by this boys girlfriend,(Jordan's girlfriend and this boys girlfriend are best friends), for 3 years, before he even came along). I confronted her about this and she denied being an atheist, saying she did believe in God, but had questions. I asked her why would you even want satanic bible cause absolutely nothing would be good!! She then said she was just interested in knowing what it said???I then said again Nothing Good!! She's adopted and her father is a Russian Orthodox Priest that converted from being Jewish. So, she is being raised with strict religion in her life..Jordan's so called friend, introduced them. I have spoken to her mom on more than one occasion..Praying Lord do I let this mom know what I know..I had too. I asked her mom did she know her daughter's best friend was atheist, and about the satanic bible, she laughed in my face..Saying she(Jordan's girlfriend) was just having questions,she was just rebelling due to their strict religion, And her best friend isn't really an atheist, she was raised communist, not believing in God. So, she doesn't know what to believe. Her mom also said it's just a phase?I know some kids do this to get attention, but this is something I will not tolerate, in any form or fashion. I kicked out this boy on Sept 22, and I found out his mother let him drop-out of school..Then one week later, when he turns 18, Jordan yanks his keys out of my hands pinning me down on the bed to get them, goes to school and tries to withdraw, saying he just wants to go to the school that his girlfriend goes too..I refused to sign the papers, so he ran. I found him walking the streets with this boy, and I got him in the car away from him only for him to get out of the car at a red light. He ended up at his so-called friends mom's and then to hang out with these people....My house does feel lighter since this boy is gone,but still dark on my son. He did come back Sunday, saying he was homeless, etc..He loved me, he was sorry, etc...But Lord I have not seen any change..I took his truck and phone and he is constantly badgering me to take him to see her or there to be with them.. I refuse..His father is there for him, when it doesn't interfere with his other life/family..I just want my son to be happy and to have the Lord in his heart, like he used too...He was filled with love, now with hate..This has affected Scott, he has been sick non stop all summer, and do to mention my 9 yr old, can you imagine what's it like with myself...I only have the Lord to turn too and some days when no-one knows all I do is cry, out for help and pray non-stop!!!!!!!I feel like Jordan has a curse on him and I need the Lord to break this curse from my son!!I know the Devil likes to see me be in so much despair....But I have to be strong the Lord is with me..Please pray for us!
