O
odetta
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I need prayer. And I feel so lost in so many ways that I don't even know what specifically I need to pray for. For starters, My father left me completely this year with no explanation, and since he left I can longer afford to attend my first year of college this year. On top of that, there has been issues with a family member, to the point of me not even feeling comfortable in my own home (I home I am constantly reminded that I shouldn't be in, if all went to plan and I could actually attended college as was planed. I just feel....broken. I've never felt more lost. I don't even know if I'm going to be able to afford college next year. I feel like I was robbed of a future all because my dad decided he didn't want to be my dad anymore. Dealing with so much raw pain that I've never experienced before. I've never in my life felt so lost and confused. I don't understand why this is happening. I was so excited for this year, turning 18 and moving on with my future, and it has all come crashing down on me.
