please pray for me because i feel too guilty and I regret things I said to a friend who still doesn t want to forgive me, and I feel too bad because of this situation I can t find peace until he forgives me.
I need a miracle very soon ! and I need to be able to forgive myself, my only problem is that I create conflicts in my relationship because I always think that people don t love me or that I can t trust them...so I reproached to my friend not to want to see me and i suspect him to lie to me....or i say that he is not compassionate with me and don t react to my e mails... things like that
My sister in Christ, I pray that our merciful Father will grant your friend repentance for Not forgiving you - it is very wicked in God's sight not to forgive someone who has asked forgiveness. Also, do not set your own throne above the throne of God's by not forgiving yourself - "Love your neighbor as yourself" God forgave you when you asked His forgiveness - therefore do not grieve the Holy Spirit by Not forgiving yourself.
"Then Peter came and said to Him, “Lord, how often shall my brother sin against me and I forgive him? Up to seven times?†Jesus said to him, “I do not say to you, up to seven times, but up to seventy times seven.
“For this reason the kingdom of heaven may be compared to a king who wished to settle accounts with his slaves. “When he had begun to settle them, one who owed him ten thousand talents was brought to him. “But since he did not have the means to repay, his lord commanded him to be sold, along with his wife and children and all that he had, and repayment to be made. “So the slave fell to the ground and prostrated himself before him, saying, ‘Have patience with me and I will repay you everything.’ “And the lord of that slave felt compassion and released him and forgave him the debt. “But that slave went out and found one of his fellow slaves who owed him a hundred denarii; and he seized him and began to choke him, saying, ‘Pay back what you owe.’ “So his fellow slave fell to the ground and began to plead with him, saying, ‘Have patience with me and I will repay you.’ “But he was unwilling and went and threw him in prison until he should pay back what was owed. “So when his fellow slaves saw what had happened, they were deeply grieved and came and reported to their lord all that had happened. “Then summoning him, his lord said to him, ‘You wicked slave, I forgave you all that debt because you pleaded with me. ‘Should you not also have had mercy on your fellow slave, in the same way that I had mercy on you?’ “And his lord, moved with anger, handed him over to the torturers until he should repay all that was owed him. “My heavenly Father will also do the same to you, if each of you does not forgive his brother from your heart.†Matt:18:21-35
Have mercy Father we pray and let Your kindness lead lucie's friend to repentance. Amen
But do you suppose this, O man, when you pass judgment on those who practice such things and do the same yourself, that you will escape the judgment of God? Or do you think lightly of the riches of His kindness and tolerance and patience, not knowing that the kindness of God leads you to repentance? But because of your stubbornness and unrepentant heart you are storing up wrath for yourself in the day of wrath and revelation of the righteous judgment of God,…Romans 2:3-5