Faithful2011
Disciple of Prayer
My heavenly father,
As I stand here alone every day by myself again I feel my inner strength and life slipping away. I don't understand why my husband ### has walked away once more with no remorse. I know you are able and you're a miracle worker in all situations. For you brought us back together in Feb and he gave his life to you and was committed until April. I read everyone's posts here. My heart aches and grieves to see so many married couples are experiencing the same issues as I. I don't understand why Satan has so much power to destroy what You brought together until death. I keep questioning myself worth and battling what's right and what's wrong in your eyesight. I know you are able to change things for the better. I know I've made mistakes in my past. I've asked for forgiveness for my mistakes. Divorce is what my friends are trying to convince me to do. I've read the Bible and in Matthew 5 you clearly stated a covenant is a vow made unto GOD until death. It hurts me to know my husband is only 5 miles away living with a woman from his past. It hurts me to know he doesn't care. It's hurts me because through it all I'm still here waiting for his arrival asking for forgiveness. My attitude has changed for the worse because I'm miserable. I know as long as I continue to do right by you and the word You will protect me. I'm asking everyone whom is reading my post please pray for me. I know I'm currently in a depression state of mind. I know in my heart I can't go wrong trusting in GOD for a breakthrough. It hurts me so much to want my husband and live happily until we old and gray. I know all things are possible with GOD please heavenly father turn this situation around. In Jesus name I pray AMEN.
As I stand here alone every day by myself again I feel my inner strength and life slipping away. I don't understand why my husband ### has walked away once more with no remorse. I know you are able and you're a miracle worker in all situations. For you brought us back together in Feb and he gave his life to you and was committed until April. I read everyone's posts here. My heart aches and grieves to see so many married couples are experiencing the same issues as I. I don't understand why Satan has so much power to destroy what You brought together until death. I keep questioning myself worth and battling what's right and what's wrong in your eyesight. I know you are able to change things for the better. I know I've made mistakes in my past. I've asked for forgiveness for my mistakes. Divorce is what my friends are trying to convince me to do. I've read the Bible and in Matthew 5 you clearly stated a covenant is a vow made unto GOD until death. It hurts me to know my husband is only 5 miles away living with a woman from his past. It hurts me to know he doesn't care. It's hurts me because through it all I'm still here waiting for his arrival asking for forgiveness. My attitude has changed for the worse because I'm miserable. I know as long as I continue to do right by you and the word You will protect me. I'm asking everyone whom is reading my post please pray for me. I know I'm currently in a depression state of mind. I know in my heart I can't go wrong trusting in GOD for a breakthrough. It hurts me so much to want my husband and live happily until we old and gray. I know all things are possible with GOD please heavenly father turn this situation around. In Jesus name I pray AMEN.
