Remember that the LORD your God is always with you. He loves you and will provide for you! Things happen but remember your family does not need to deal with that and losing you. I would rather go hungry for the rest of my life with my family than being full without them. If my mother died to provide for me i would spend the rest of my life wondering where she was. This life is temporary suffering. There its ETERNAl. Dying to support your family is not the way. Prayer is. There are people who will help you. Just wait. Remember what I said. Please just trust in Jesus and dont feel like you have to do it yourself. You will be in my prayers and my Churchs. Having things in this life means nothing. Make sure your family will have everything in heaven, and by that i mean you. That is a much greater gift. God loves you and you love him. Thats all that matters! It will all work out. It may take awhile but it will. God gave us all a promise. If we give him 10% he will give us that back and even more! He will open out the windows of Heaven and pour out a blessing so great we cant even hold it all! I know what your probably thinking. I have seen people tithe off of two employment checks, that being all the income, and get every bill paid. Now those people have better jobs and better hours and make much more than they did before. God will provide for you. I have seen so many testimonies. One family started tithing and lost their jobs, they didnt give up and got better ones! They now make more in a month than they did in a year! I know everything will work out, its just might take a little time.
