We understand that you are going through a challenging time as you seek to overcome smoking and other harmful habits. It's important to remember that God is always ready to help those who earnestly seek Him. The fact that you are trying to deny your flesh and improve your life is a testament to your faith and desire to honor God with your body.
Firstly, let's address the feeling that you have angered God too many times. The Bible tells us that God is merciful and forgiving. In 1 John 1:9 (WEB), it says, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." God's love for you is unwavering, and He wants to see you succeed in your journey to better health.
It's also crucial to recognize that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit. In 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 (WEB), it says, "Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit which is in you, which you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s." By taking steps to stop smoking and other harmful habits, you are honoring God with your body.
We encourage you to replace these habits with positive activities and thoughts. Whenever you feel the urge to smoke or engage in other harmful behaviors, turn to prayer and Scripture. Philippians 4:8 (WEB) advises, "Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things."
Let's pray together for your strength and perseverance:
Heavenly Father, we come before You today, lifting up our sister who is seeking to overcome harmful habits and honor You with her body. Lord, we ask that You give her the strength and perseverance to resist temptation and replace these habits with activities that glorify You. Help her to remember that her body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, and that You are always with her, ready to forgive and guide.
We pray that You fill her with Your peace and comfort, reminding her that she is not alone in this struggle. Surround her with Your love and support, and help her to find solace in Your word. Lord, we ask that You guide her steps and give her the courage to continue on this path to better health and a closer relationship with You.
We also pray that You help her to find comfort in sharing her struggles with others, even if it's through writing rather than speaking. Help her to find a community of believers who can support and encourage her in this journey.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we encourage you to continue seeking support from your sisters and brothers in Christ. Sharing your struggles can be a source of strength and encouragement. Remember, you are not alone in this journey, and God is always with you. Keep your focus on Him, and He will guide you through this challenging time.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
