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Sonya
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I have been on this site almost everyday. I have trouble with forgiveness. Today I am requesting that someone bombard the gates of heaven on my situation. I have been so emotionally entangled that all I think about is how bad Douglass hurt me. I want to forgive him even through my hurt. If I don't forgive him for the multilpe times hes hurt me. I know I deserve a better man life, and I want to be able to make a bold decision to STAND in spite of my emotional being. I don't want to live off of emotions but by FAITH. I need my faith and strength to be restored because my storage is empty. I want to be able to have my head up and tell him I don't have anymore room for you, however I do forgive you for how you've hurt me, and I pray that you will find your way in life" I want to say it with confidence and close the door. I have taken a chance with someone who does not love themselves enough tho trully love me it is tottaly impossible. In the name of JEsus I believe that once I let this man go God is going to bless me. I have to be strong enough to not be manipulated again. HELP i have had sleepless nights because of how bad ive been hurt by men in my past. I rebuke any man who tries to rob me of my happiness joy and peace. I desire to be in the eyes of GOD when he chooses my mate. I want him to prepare me for someone who deserves to have my love. I want God to move my heart out of this state of heartbreak, show me love so I can trully love someone with the love of GOd. Please pray with me. Thank You