seanathon
Prayer Warrior
It's a beautiful day and I just wanted to say that I am grateful to be alive. I am glad that the sun is shining and the air is clear, and I am glad that I have a loving family. I really need to reconcile with them and I ask for help, mercy, compassion, and healing in my relationship. Also, I am having a very bad problem with obsessive feelings of guilt when I pray. I would ask that I would be still and let calmness come to me in Jesus Christ's name. Please, I also pray against any animosity or robotic reactions and that I could have calm eyes again without forceful effort, without staring, without judging, and without anger, jealousy, or any other sin. I pray that I not worry about these delusions and that whatever they are simply would not have any more time. Also, I pray that my brother has an awesome day and that he and his friends would be protected and have a beautiful and restful day at peace with each other. I would ask to have the gift of humor return to me, that it would be able to help me to have joy with people and that I would not make rude jokes but could use a good laugh. May the good laugh get rid of the ridiculous seriousness of all this delusional stuff. It's a beautiful day. Lastly, I would ask that not only that but that calmness would help me to not feel out of place and that for once in a long time I could just say the Lord's Prayer as I did before all this nonsense, like when I was a kid. It's a beautiful day. I treat all with respect and not put people on edge, and may I be guarded against fear and temptation, may I not fall for its so-called allure, nor think that it is worth my time, nor that it has any power, merit, truth, pull, or reality.
