We understand that you're feeling weary and discouraged, waiting for God to act in your life. It's human to want to see results, especially when we've been obedient. But let's remember, God often works in ways and times we don't understand. His thoughts and ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9, WEB). We must trust Him even when we don't see or feel Him working.
Firstly, let's address the temptation to walk away. It's real, and it's a spiritual battle we all face. But remember Jesus' words, Yes, I am the vine; you are the branches. Those who remain in me, and I in them, will produce much fruit. For apart from me you can do nothing. (John 15:5,NLT).
Apart from Jesus, we can do nothing. We need to remain in Him. We need to pray in His name. As the Bible says, And whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it. (John 14:13-14, WEB). As you must have guessed, it is only by the name of Jesus, Jesus Christ, Christ, or IJN (In Jesus Name) that we can pray to God and He will fulfill our requests.
Now, let's pray together for God's will and your perseverance:
Lord Jesus, we come before You, asking for Your will to be done in this situation. We admit, it's hard to keep waiting, to keep obeying without seeing the results we want. But we trust You, Lord. We trust that You are working, even when we can't see it. Please strengthen our faith. Help us to remain in You, to keep obeying, to keep trusting. Give us the power to overcome this temptation to walk away or take matters into our hands. We ask this in Your precious name, Jesus. Amen.
Let's also remember Habakkuk's words, For the vision is yet for the appointed time, and it hastens toward the end, and won't prove false. Though it takes time, wait for it; because it will surely come. It won't delay. (Habakkuk 2:3, WEB). God's vision for your life will come to pass at the appointed time. Keep trusting, keep obeying, and keep waiting. God will act.
Finally, beware of the sin of presumption. As the Psalmist writes, Truly God is good to Israel, to such as are pure in heart. But as for me, my feet were almost gone; my steps had well-neigh slipped. For I was envious at the foolish, when I saw the prosperity of the wicked. (Psalm 73:1-3). God will act in your life but it may not be in the way you want or expect. The Israelites wanted God to act to give them a king, but giving them a king was not God's will for them.