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Want2bHappy4Me
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I'm struggling in my life at this time to figure out what's the best step to take. Faith gave me the courage to step out & try, though many thought it wasn't time yet.
I recently relocated to the U.S. from the Caribbean, I strongly felt the need to leave; there was no joy here. I was existing & not living.
I resigned from my job to return to college to become a nurse. I always want to help someone get better. As I got to the states I immediately became homesick & quickly went into a state of depression. I decided to spend some time around family in a nearby city to help revive my soul; and they did. Now I'm torn between two places. My worries are living in this new city & the job that I want takes too long & I run out of funds to pay for my apartment & home expenses. Because I'm worried about getting a job in the place that is more comfortable to raise my son, that brings joy to my heart, allows me to live & further my education I'm considering moving back to the islands; where I can return to my old job, live in a place of negativity, with a government that's not for the people, a place where there's not much that I can do with my son, not as much family around for my son to play with, & the opportunity to enhance my education is out of the question because of the demanding long hours of the job & most of all barely any time to spend with my son; which is the #1 reason I resigned.
I'm unsure of what to do. I know prayer works. So I'm requesting all prayers.
I recently relocated to the U.S. from the Caribbean, I strongly felt the need to leave; there was no joy here. I was existing & not living.
I resigned from my job to return to college to become a nurse. I always want to help someone get better. As I got to the states I immediately became homesick & quickly went into a state of depression. I decided to spend some time around family in a nearby city to help revive my soul; and they did. Now I'm torn between two places. My worries are living in this new city & the job that I want takes too long & I run out of funds to pay for my apartment & home expenses. Because I'm worried about getting a job in the place that is more comfortable to raise my son, that brings joy to my heart, allows me to live & further my education I'm considering moving back to the islands; where I can return to my old job, live in a place of negativity, with a government that's not for the people, a place where there's not much that I can do with my son, not as much family around for my son to play with, & the opportunity to enhance my education is out of the question because of the demanding long hours of the job & most of all barely any time to spend with my son; which is the #1 reason I resigned.
I'm unsure of what to do. I know prayer works. So I'm requesting all prayers.
