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donaldf21
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I am lonely. I am 30 years old and have never been in a "real" relationship. I've tried everything I can think of. Literally everything. And yes, I have prayed. I can recall when I was 8 years old my Sunday School teacher telling us that God would give us anything we ask for if we have faith. My response was "Even a girlfriend"...and she gently replied "Yes, even a girlfriend." Do you know that God has still not sent me a girlfriend.Still. I've cried many, many nights. Too many times I've asked why.And I realize its not my place to question God, especially since things happen on his time and not mine. But this pain that's inside sometimes feels like too much to bear. The first thing that God noticed as not being good was man being alone. I agree 100%. I have faith(tatooed on my arm), sometimes I feel like I have too much faith though...Even though I've never had a girlfriend I feel like anytime I go out with a woman(and I do go out on dates) that she's the one that God has sent me(pathetic I know). All of my others prayers and supplications are answered. All of them except this one. The request that I've had for the last 22 years seems to go unheard. What scares me, is that I might be meant to be alone. God hasnt promised me a wife or girlfriend for that matter, so I could be praying for nothing. And that hurts more than anything. I'm go to church, I'm in several ministries, and I'm currently starting a ministry for homeless and low income people in my city. I read the bible everyday. But I am still human, with real emotions and real feelings and at my very core I've been hurting for a very very long time.
Please pray for me. I need the help of Almighty God. I need the help of the Christ. I need the help of the Holy Spirit.
God Bless
Please pray for me. I need the help of Almighty God. I need the help of the Christ. I need the help of the Holy Spirit.
God Bless