lucie
Servant
I don't know what to do. I prayed a lot so that ###, the man I love so much, will love me in return, and nothing happened. He is still saying to me to look for someone else, and I'm not interested in any other man. I love him since ### years and I can't stop loving him, even if I prayed to find someone else. I'm tired of this life, of not being loved by a man and feeling that no one needs me.
I don't want to suffer anymore. I want to stop loving him or that he starts loving me. I don't know. He says that we could be married, but that I'm not the perfect woman he is waiting for... and I feel too bad. I hate myself because I'm not good enough for him... I really need a miracle. I feel too bad... :tinycry4:
I don't want to suffer anymore. I want to stop loving him or that he starts loving me. I don't know. He says that we could be married, but that I'm not the perfect woman he is waiting for... and I feel too bad. I hate myself because I'm not good enough for him... I really need a miracle. I feel too bad... :tinycry4:
