stareyes
Account Closed
I love my new brothers who love me for me, and not for what they can get out of me, i.e. attention and love relationship. Unlike some other people, they see me firstly as a sister in Christ and friend, rather than a love object. They care about my every tear and laugh. Please pray for their protection and blessings, as I've been angry a lot recently due to certain ppl, and it would've affected them, too. However, my brothers were with me through it. Even tonight, they by their prayers held me back from lashing out at certain people who have continually lied to, insulted, degraded and disappointed me, and abused my friendship. I was all set to end things, 'cause of their irresponsible behaviour, unchanging attitude and lack of response. Although, rite now there doesn't seem to be much possibility for a different outcome in a month's time or so. They don't seem to value my friendship at all, apart from fulfilling their own lesser wishes. It isn't me or my life they value - just their desire for someone to love and be with. To me, that is a greater insult than just about anything else.
