I lost my mom suddenly December 30. I am ###.

[jacquie]

I lost my mom suddenly December 30. I am not ok. I need help desperately - the grief is literally killing me. I am taking care of her daughter, my mentally disabled grown sister. I need to handle the business end, I live in her house and see all her things. Her birthday is coming up, Mother's Day, special days we always spent together. I know I am not the first person to lose their mother - but this has really devastated me. Maybe I'm just a big baby. She was just starting to appreciate all I did for her and wanted to spend time with me. I have no income at all now. I worked jobs around my mother's and sister's needs - now there is no one to care for my sister, so I have had to give up those few jobs and that little bit of income. Honestly, I feel like I am dying the pain is so horrible. I am frozen with fear and grief and anxiety - have been asking Mom to ask God to just come and take me and my sister home. Life is pointless - everything I did I did for Mom. I loved caring for her, bringing her surprises, her company - she meant so much to me. Please pray that I am healed from this horrible sadness and grief and the fear and anxiety so I can take care of business properly. At the same time, I had to put up with horrible things from my brother who is a meth addict. He made this horrible time a total nightmare. Please pray that God take me and my sister home more than anything. I think that is ok to pray for that. Life is pointless, scary, joyless, empty, and dark. I want to go home. It is unbearable. Please pray for me. Thank you.

 

[Glory to God]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[GregnBrandy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[splendidtree]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[mamajill]

lord let this person now they are not a lone. You are withy them lord. Let them now lord of the grief I felt when I lost my baby boy and had no one to turn to but you, Jesus. Let them know lord that there is respite care for care takers of the mentally disabled lord, like I used to have with my eldest son who is mentally handicapped lord. Lord let them know I HAVE BEEN THERE LORD. The main thing is you are with them lord and you love them lord and the suffering you feel now will get better only with our help lord in Jesus name I PRAY AMEN.

 

[lotsofhope]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Nineteen51]

Jesus on the cross was expressing His feelings of abandonment as God placed the sins of the world on Him — and because of that had to “turn away” from Jesus. As Jesus was feeling that weight of sin, He was experiencing separation from God for the only time in all of eternity. It was at this time that 2 Corinthians 5:21 occurred, “God made Him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God.” Jesus became sin for us, so He felt the loneliness and abandonment that sin always produces, except that in His case, it was not His sin — it was ours. He hasn't abandoned You but understands first hand what You are feeling right now. He is with You, talk to Him. God is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think (Eph. 3:20)

 

[Juan1978]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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