Lacey W.
Disciple of Prayer
I know that Jesus is my Savior, and I am a servant of the Lord. I have doubted and questioned, but I am falling to my knees now for forgiveness. Forgiveness for past sins, lack of faith, and forgiveness for future sins and any struggles I may have keeping the faith. I ask Jesus to help me, as my life, my family, everything is in jeopardy. I ask for Him to help me get through this, and guide me in understanding what is RIGHT and not let false understandings or evil cloud my thinking. I pray to do whatever I can to help my mother and my cousin Jenna. I pray that He looks over my cousin Jenna and somehow leads her to the help she needs. I pray the He rest his hand on my mother and relieve her from her worry and stress, and that He help her find peace and happiness. I pray that He help me find the strength I nee to keep moving forward, and to manage to get this situation under control without any further hurt. I pray to have help in knowing where to step, when to step. I know that there is major damage that cannot be undone, but I pray that this damage does not destroy any lives. I accept that our family may not recover from this in this lifetime, but I have faith that God will take care of everything in any way that it is meant to be taken care of. I trust in God and Jesus and I lay this in their hands, and whatever happens I know is right, and even if things seem bad or get worse, that everything, in its own time and way, will be okay. I also pray for my niece, Chloe, who I am terribly worried about. I am terrified for her and since I will no longer see what is going on in her life, I Pray to Jesus Christ to help me have faith that He will take care of her, now and throughout the rest of her childhood and her adult life. Please Lord, help me through this, I am too weak and I need your hand to get me and everyone through all of this. God help us, and help Jenna - please help her break free of the demons that may surround her, or the illness that is upon her - help her, or someone that can and will do something, see it and help lead her to the help she desperately needs. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
