4
4ever hope
Guest
I am suffering from such anxiety today.
Nothing in my life is going well. The fate of my marriage is in the hand s of the court and it looks as if the adulterers are going to win financially, emotionally and in every way possible---this is leaving me feeling so crushed spiritually, emotionally, physically, financially and so on.
I can’t take my life back and I can’t seem to move ahead either. It seems as if the people who have done wrong keep winning in my life and I just feel so useless and worthless.
I have so many obstacles in my path and I don’t know what to do next.
For three years now, I believed that the obstacles were there as a sign to stay still and fight for my marriage. Now I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I see no path or direction.
One thought plagues my mind from the moment that I wake up until the moment that I go to sleep---I just want to go home. That thought is my silent prayer all day, every day. But I don’t have a home anymore. My husband’s adultery took my home and my family away. He and his mistress have a home, high paying jobs, my daughter and all of my possessions and my self-esteem. The lies that my husband and this woman have as formed against me to hide his adultery have prevailed in court.
I am tired and weary and broken and I just want to go home…..I want my marriage to be saved, help me Lord. I want my marriage and my family and my home to be restored. And I want to go home...Please help me, somehow, please help. I am asking for these things in the name of Jesus. AMEN
Nothing in my life is going well. The fate of my marriage is in the hand s of the court and it looks as if the adulterers are going to win financially, emotionally and in every way possible---this is leaving me feeling so crushed spiritually, emotionally, physically, financially and so on.
I can’t take my life back and I can’t seem to move ahead either. It seems as if the people who have done wrong keep winning in my life and I just feel so useless and worthless.
I have so many obstacles in my path and I don’t know what to do next.
For three years now, I believed that the obstacles were there as a sign to stay still and fight for my marriage. Now I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I see no path or direction.
One thought plagues my mind from the moment that I wake up until the moment that I go to sleep---I just want to go home. That thought is my silent prayer all day, every day. But I don’t have a home anymore. My husband’s adultery took my home and my family away. He and his mistress have a home, high paying jobs, my daughter and all of my possessions and my self-esteem. The lies that my husband and this woman have as formed against me to hide his adultery have prevailed in court.
I am tired and weary and broken and I just want to go home…..I want my marriage to be saved, help me Lord. I want my marriage and my family and my home to be restored. And I want to go home...Please help me, somehow, please help. I am asking for these things in the name of Jesus. AMEN
