michele914
Servant
Dear God, I broke down today. I'm so frustrated. I was crying so hard today right before ### left for work. I'm so sick and so tired of being home alone. I know he had to go to work, but just wish he would be more loving and be more humble and show me attention. I know he fell at work and he's in pain, but honestly, I was crying when he left for work and he said he was going to call or text me when he got to work, which he didn't. Of course, I had to text him. I just wish I don't always have to chase him lately. I mean, I'm sitting there crying before he leaves, and he doesn't even react or at least text me that he loves me, at least to let me know he acknowledges how I feel like a burden and so invisible lately. I know he is in pain with his ribs, but I'm also sick, and I just want to feel loved. I feel so ignored, like I'm fighting for his attention lately. Please God, I just want him to know I'm in pain. Say he loves me. I don't want to have to chase him like a puppy dog anymore.
