Dion
Beloved
lord i really don't know why but i'm so sad to day. very thing is pretty much ok. me and ### are not fighting? i don't really know how to write my feeling down i'm more than sad i've been crying most of the day. we had marriage counseling today but every time we go it's pretty painful on me and hard on ###. but we just seem to stay the same. and it seems too we are not moving forward just one foot back. my husband said he doesn't know why i'm with him after all he has done to me and i should be with some older man and more laid back. then he is because he's outgoing and i'm not. and he loves me but not in love with me. he's trying some i just wish he could try as hard as i'm trying. i have so much fear and anxiety and today i seem to have no faith or believe our marriage will work out. i feel ### is just giving up on us? i know god has been working on us. i just don't like feeling this way. lord pls help me to be the best wife i can and for ### to be the best husband he can. and for me to keep the faith that you will restore our marriage to its fullest and bring joy and happiness back into our marriage and bring us closer to each other and you lord......in jesus name amen
