My husband has issues with addiction. He constantly wants to be high. He denies it. A week ago he got sick, and I asked him to try to make sure our baby didn’t get sick. He ignored me and took no precautions. Our baby got sick. She screamed and cried for 5 days because she couldn’t eat or sleep...
I’m so miserable and tired of icing the same life. My mind is programmed to live and it’s so blind because it’s used to it. But there are times when I realize and break down. I feel like god doesn’t hear me.
I feel GOD Doesn't Love ME. And. I don't like this feeling. I believe he does. But. I have a strong feeling that GOD doesn't. Because. I've been suffering. And. In so much pain. For so long. And. People keep disregarding my suffering and pain. And. Tell me, "Pain is apart of life. For. We are...