anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
I have tried to keep my mind off my finances today but have been unsuccessful. I am on here daily praying for others. I am on here asking for prayer for othes. I am on here asking for prayer for me and my family. I am lost. Lost in that I have no idea where to turn. I read my Bible but find no comfort in it. I conversate with God daily.
I have been homeless and I don't want that again. I want an end to this situation that doesn't involve losing everything including my marriage. My situation was brought on by the wants of others, inconsideration of others, self centerness of others who took, stole what they wanted, wages cut, things breaking down leaving me in a financial disaster and nightmare that just won't end.
Time is up and I need divine intervention to fix this. I have done what I can to no avail. My prayers apparently haven't helped much. I ask God what am I suppose to do. Sometimes I get no response other times the words " Nothing" Last time that happened it cost me dearly and I have never gotten over it.
I understand my stepson committing suicide. I can't control what others do, especially in this family (my husband's family). I have stopped smiling. I can't laugh at my granddaughter when she does something funny because nothing is funny. It is all very serious, very serious to me. I know the consequences of not getting the bills paid and mot just from the financial stand point. God knows but he doesn't want to help, show me what to do, change these people's way of thinking.
I DON'T KNOW WHERE ELSE TO TURN!!!!!! Or what else to do.
I have been homeless and I don't want that again. I want an end to this situation that doesn't involve losing everything including my marriage. My situation was brought on by the wants of others, inconsideration of others, self centerness of others who took, stole what they wanted, wages cut, things breaking down leaving me in a financial disaster and nightmare that just won't end.
Time is up and I need divine intervention to fix this. I have done what I can to no avail. My prayers apparently haven't helped much. I ask God what am I suppose to do. Sometimes I get no response other times the words " Nothing" Last time that happened it cost me dearly and I have never gotten over it.
I understand my stepson committing suicide. I can't control what others do, especially in this family (my husband's family). I have stopped smiling. I can't laugh at my granddaughter when she does something funny because nothing is funny. It is all very serious, very serious to me. I know the consequences of not getting the bills paid and mot just from the financial stand point. God knows but he doesn't want to help, show me what to do, change these people's way of thinking.
I DON'T KNOW WHERE ELSE TO TURN!!!!!! Or what else to do.