lalajames
Servant of All
i have made a promise to the lord , and i broke this promise. I m 31 and really looking for love, i really would like to have a serious relationship and start a family. about a year ago , i spoke to the lord and said that i would stay abstinent until he brings the right man into my life. not too long ago , i have met someone, it felt right so we had sex, eventhough in my mind, i knew that it was wrong, i did it. Now im filled with feelings of guilt and fear that this relationship wont work out. ihate myself for making this mistake.i feel like i have cursed this relationship by doing what i did, i feel horrible.
