lalajames
Servant of All
i have made a promise to the Lord, and I broke this promise. I'm ### and really looking for love. I really would like to have a serious relationship and start a family. About a year ago, I spoke to the Lord and said that I would stay abstinent until He brings the right man into my life. Not too long ago, I have met someone, it felt right so we had sex, even though in my mind, I knew that it was wrong, I did it. Now I'm filled with feelings of guilt and fear that this relationship won't work out. I hate myself for making this mistake. I feel like I have cursed this relationship by doing what I did. I feel horrible.
