I have lost everything. Whatever I wanted has as usual

[Jessy.S.C]

I have lost everything. Whatever I wanted has as usual been promised, obtained and then snatched away by God. This time the pain is greater than any other time. In childhood I suffered abuse -
Physical & verbal, seclusion, humiliation, during teenages i lost my first love, stole money to buy clothes, secretly died each day, marriage too was not helpful. My husband cud say nothing to his mother - she stole my gold, gv my things quietly to her other grandchildren, i cud not bear a child, cud not enjoy physical relationship, tried tried tried very hard to make ends meet, worked hard, suffered accidents, operations, pain... Yet my God I held you close to me. I always tried to be cheerful knowing you wud help. Then when my daughter was born I cud not take care of her due to job and financial pressures put on me. My mother-in-law made her a rebel and I started beating her. Later I stopped. I lost my parents mainly due to physical and verbal abuse from my brother. I prayed a thousand prayers. I held you close to me.
Then when my daughter fell in love it was then a good match. He confessed his love for her to me but my daughter is a shy girl. She cud not meet his flamboyant life and physical demands. I got suspicious and found that Daily he posted his photos hugging different girls, physical closeness & my child suffered the pain. I lost my temper and scolded him indirectly. The boy who shared everything with me daily started ignoring me totally, now all the more... where am I wrong God where. All my life I hv suffered. But this time I don't want my daughter to undergo pain. I am going to keep my self respect and dignity aside and beg him to come back. All my life I stood up and looked towards you my God.. .This time stand beside me, guide me, hold me and help me. This time my faith is shaken my world broken. Plz mend what's gone wrong. I beg you my God plz unite them forever. As it my child is suffering in her professional life too. Plz plz plz stabilize her life. She is too innocent and good. Always loving and helpful. Don't break her heart my God. Plz plz rush to our assistance and guide me as I try to bring him back. Plz my God plz. For the first time in 53 years have I emptied my heart out in this lengthy prayer. Plz forgive my sins and help us.

 

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[Jessy.S.C]

What do I say. What I have gone thru life long... pple have used me till they cud get something and then discarded me as if I didn't exist. I went down on my knees to you my Lord and I will always be that way. I don't know what sin I am paying for but put yourself in our shoes, live what we have and are going thru. Daily I see my daughter seeking him amongst others and in spite of being with everyone he ignores her existence. This pains her yet her noble heart believes that he will come back. Yes he did talk to her bit once again he became a stranger. My God plz plz plz help her. I beg of you my God. Plz help her. Did my scolding affect their relationship? But what should I have done? Was it not correct? Plz God I beg you plz show me a clear way out in this most complex situation. If he really loves her make him phone or message her something this weekend. I will take it as a sign from you that it's ok to go ahead else if not make him put a picture of himself with the other girl and we can put a full stop on this. Plz God this time give me absolutely clear indication and guidance. Yet I pray to you don't break my child's heart. I really fear that. My Lord plz plz plz plz plz help me. Desperately waiting for your sign. Amen