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Hi, my names Mikaela. I have truly hit rock bottom. This weekend I injured my knee after breaking an ankle on that same leg this summer, and breaking my tibia on that leg by a roof falling on me at church when I was younger. My leg was already weak, and now it's damaged further. This same weekend I began to get very sick, and went to the doctor to find out that I had the flu, strep and an ear infection. I know its not that life threatening... (and I pray for all the ones who have life threatening problems) But it's brought me down to my lowest point. I have no one to turn to about all of my pain. My teacher excused me from class by saying God is trying to give me a sign. After I left class, my car was driving funny and I had to, with one working leg and feeling horrible, go get a new tire. All of these health problems on top of personal problems of me being unhappy with myself, and my life being a total mess. My parents just recently seperated and we moved out of my childhood home and my dad left us. I've been hanging out with a crowd that I don't really like, a bad crowd. I need to find better friends. I need to find out who I'm supposed to be, what I'm supposed to do with my life. I want so much to be a better person. I'm only nineteen, Lord. School is stressful. Life is stressful. I want to be an all around better and healthier person. I know you give your hardest battles to your toughest soldiers, but I pray for more strength. I need more strength to go on. I hope to be a better Christian. The only place I have left to turn is to God. I really just need some help.
