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praysite-1427
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I have grown up in the church all of my life. I have never questioned anything about God, Jesus or my faith. Recently I was trying to read the bible in a year to get a closer walk with God and along the way I got confused. I dont know how it happened but I stumbled upon things that made me question everything. It wasnt that I didnt believe it was just that I was trying to put a puzzle together as if history and religion would make sense together. I let the devil trick my mind. It had gotten so bad to the point that it was all I thought about. My mind became weak and things that didnt bother me started to scratch away my faith. Last night I prayed to God and I told him the truth about everything I had felt(he knows anyway). I begged God for forgiveness. Now it all seems foolish but it had plagued me. I try to read and talk to God everyday now to keep these thoughts at bay. But I dont feel God as I used to. Did I do something wrong? I pray that who ever reads this understands my plight. I know God is real, I do believe but something was causing doubt and I dont know what. I am desperate to feel God as I did before. I have given him everything in my life. Lord please hear me, In Jesus name I pray, Amen!
