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Sam
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I have been moving in and out of severe clinical depression and adhd, for a long time now. It has wrecked havoc on my life.
I had regained stability spiritually (diligently praying daily, fasting and reading my bible), for the last two months until a few weeks ago..when I just felt like I was tired and struggling..and started slipping back into deep despair...just hoping never to wakeup. This is possibly due to a recurrence of my depression.
I also feel an overwhelming lack of motivation, passion and zeal, weakness, disappointment and dilapidating laziness for things (or anything at all) that used to drive me forward. I struggle to wake up in the morning to do anything.I feel like I have lost a lot of things from being kicked out of University for failure to pay my tuition, I was fired from my job..all as a result of my depression, which just made it worse, I can't pay my bills and have gone hungry for several days at a time and I recently got a notice of eviction, which is now long past due. This could lead to farther issues like deportation.
Please pray for me because this is so serious. I have no place to go if I get evicted. I have no friends and Family to live with if I get evicted. I will be Homeless. I won't be able to work or pretty much do anything as a result. I really need a miracle to break me from this. Many times I just feel like I want to go to sleep at night and never wake up. This just seems to get worse and like some kind of cycle.
Please pray for my deliverance from this, that I may shake this depression off, be filled with the joy of our Lord, Desire, Drive and motivation, passion to stand on my feet, cease opportunities that become available to me, work harder and be more dedicated to the things that matter and the accomplishment of the dreams God has placed in my heart, to accomplish according to his will. Thank you for standing with me.
I had regained stability spiritually (diligently praying daily, fasting and reading my bible), for the last two months until a few weeks ago..when I just felt like I was tired and struggling..and started slipping back into deep despair...just hoping never to wakeup. This is possibly due to a recurrence of my depression.
I also feel an overwhelming lack of motivation, passion and zeal, weakness, disappointment and dilapidating laziness for things (or anything at all) that used to drive me forward. I struggle to wake up in the morning to do anything.I feel like I have lost a lot of things from being kicked out of University for failure to pay my tuition, I was fired from my job..all as a result of my depression, which just made it worse, I can't pay my bills and have gone hungry for several days at a time and I recently got a notice of eviction, which is now long past due. This could lead to farther issues like deportation.
Please pray for me because this is so serious. I have no place to go if I get evicted. I have no friends and Family to live with if I get evicted. I will be Homeless. I won't be able to work or pretty much do anything as a result. I really need a miracle to break me from this. Many times I just feel like I want to go to sleep at night and never wake up. This just seems to get worse and like some kind of cycle.
Please pray for my deliverance from this, that I may shake this depression off, be filled with the joy of our Lord, Desire, Drive and motivation, passion to stand on my feet, cease opportunities that become available to me, work harder and be more dedicated to the things that matter and the accomplishment of the dreams God has placed in my heart, to accomplish according to his will. Thank you for standing with me.
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