myriadmom39
Disciple of Prayer
I have been going through a divorce, I married 16 years ago and it was a mistake I knew was wrong from the beginning. It was over 7 years ago I just needed to finalize it. I prayed and met a man completely by accident on a dating site, discovered he was a Christian, we both had been hiding that fact, and we have been talking for 5 months now. I feel and pray that God has brought this man into my life, I always feel in my heart that this man is important and will be a main fixture in my life. I am also working on relocating to the Reno area to be closer to my family and to him, I live in a small rural area and have no family support and feel it is time to change. I have been offered a new job and am waiting for a background check to be completed to confirm my start date and the relationship between me and this man has taken a step forward the last couple of weeks. I just ask for prayer that it is God's plan, I get a positive response by Friday on my new job and that I can finally move me and my daughter closer to my family, I can start my new job and that me and this man can make a decision to commit to each other and see what unfolds in the future. Doubt creeps in and I get very discouraged and feel my life is falling apart, I ask for prayer for peace, trust, patient and to know that I should not give up to keep going forward knowing I am getting a new "Day One of the rest of my life", being stronger in my faith and making better decisions due to this new man in my life, he has made me a better person and brought me back to God where I had strayed. I'm just confused, scared and worried, I need this fear and worry to be gone and have a stronger faith that all will be well.
