I have asked God to kill me or bless me! I dont understand

[Daughter Of The Most High God]

I have asked God to kill me or bless me! I dont understand why he is still keeping me here! Why cant he just kill me! Im struggling really hard... I trusted him when I made an investment with someone in the UK who calls themselves ERIC ALEX & BETTY RHONDAN but it turned out that their aim is to steal, kill & destroy just like their father of all lies devil....I didnt want the money for anything except my wedding... they are going to suffer for the rest of their lives until they realise how much they have wrong me! It will be sickness after sickness...their children will become very sick not knowing whats wrong until they realise how much pain they have caused me! there will be no peace in their families! I trusted them & this is how they repay me! the pains they caused me, it will come on them seven hundred fold!

#LordHaveMercyOnMe
#KillMeOrBlessMe


I am even doing the job that am not enjoying anymore...no paid leaves, If I to take a leave, am not paid...why God!...The salary cant even cover all my wedding expenses....whats this God!?....I have prayed and fasted...YOU ARE QUITE..YOU ARE NOT ANSWERING...WHY?! JUST LET ME DIE!

 

[SoulPlayer]

Dear Lord we ask that you intervene in this situation and that you direct all things according to your will in Jesus name amen. Thanking and praising you in advance.

 

[Lesser by the day]

know exactly what your going through, am praying for you 

 

[lenore2]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Ggal]

I am praying for you. This sounds like a stressful situation. I am sorry you are going through this. I don't have any advice but compassion. A lot of us are going through things and it is hard to understand it at times. I hope things work out for you. There are a lot of scammers out in this world. Hopefully God will pressure them to give you back your money. 

 

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