First off let me say that the word of God { the bible } tells us that ALL have sinned and fall short of the glory of God. You are not so far gone that He cannot save you and help you turn your life around, that being said, the Lord never said that this life would be an easy one, only that He would never leave or forsake us and that He would always be here to help us in our time of need. If you have not already asked Jesus to be the Lord over your life and asked Him for forgiveness of your sins, if you confess that you believe that Jesus died for those sins to reconcile us with God the Father, and you believe that He arose from the dead and is now in Heaven, then you must repent { this means to turn away from any sins } if you have done this with a sincere heart, then the Holy Spirit of God now lives inside of you, you are a new creation in Christ Jesus. All old things have passed away and now you are forgiven of all your sins. There is no more important decision that you will ever make than to give your life to Jesus. The next thing that you need to do is to find a full bible teaching church and to surround yourself with other believers that will help encourage your walk with the Lord, then read your bible everyday that way you will learn about the very nature of God and read the promises that He has for you, then, you need to pray everyday, not just ask Him for things, but tell Him that you love Him simply for who He is, the bible tells us that He inhabits the praises of His people. I pray that before this night is over that you will invite Jesus into your heart. You will never be sorry that you did dear one.
