First off let me say that the word of God { the bible } tells us that ALL have sinned and fall short of the glory of God . You are not so far gone that He cannot save you and help you turn your life around , that being said , the Lord never said that this life would be an easy one , only that He would never leave or forsake us and that He would always be here to help us in our time of need . If you have not already asked Jesus to be the Lord over your life and asked Him for forgiveness of your sins , if you confess that you believe that Jesus died for those sins to reconcile us with God the Father , and you believe that He arose from the dead and is now in Heaven , then you must repent { this means to turn away for any sins } if you have done this with a sincere heart , then the Holy Spirit of God now lives inside of you , you are a new creation in Christ Jesus . All old things have passed away and now you are forgiven of all your sins . There is no more important decision that you will ever make than to give your life to Jesus . The next thing that you need to do is to find a full bible teaching church and to surround yourself with other believers that will help encourage your walk with the Lord , then read your bible everyday that way you will learn about the very nature of God and read the promises that He has for you , then , you need to pray everyday , not just ask Him for things , but tell Him that you love Him simply for who He is , the bible tells us that He inhabits the praises of His people . I pray that before this night is over that you will invite Jesus into you heart . You will never be sorry that you did dear one .
