I hate this time of year

[Anonymous]

Feb 14 is coming up. I have tried to keep my mind off of it as much as I can but tonight it is persistent. I am hoping God will come through this year and truly give me the special someone, and as much as I want to believe He will I doubt it. It's not that I think He can't, I just think He won't. Maybe, He will surprise me this time, I don't know. I do know this, I feel very lonely right now. And when I get this low, even my anti-depressant cannot curb my feelings of loneliness and worthlessness. I get so upset about being alone. I don't feel like there is a girl on this planet that could possibly see the world the way I do. Speak my language, understand me. Yet I ask for her every day. Or at least I used to. I kinda gave up. I tried to speak it into existence, to believe and not doubt, but it's too hard and things get more complicated as I get older. I question my ability to take care of myself. Can I even love someone? Or because of my disability am I unable to love? Can a woman love me, like truly love me? I am waiting on God to make it happen but it's confusing because I feel like my parents are telling me on the one hand I have to do all the work to find and win her heart, and on the other hand I hear people say that God will make it happen when the time is right and it will all fall into place. I believe God will make it happen, but what if I'm wrong and I do have to do it myself, and I missed it because of that? My head hurts just thinking about it. I wish I knew the answer. Then again maybe I should not worry about it. But I do worry about it. I try to keep my mind off it but that's easier said than done. I just wish she would show up already.

 

[kanaka susheela]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Jere]

Holy lord God Almighty, hear our cries, Amen.

 

[Brother James]

Feb 14 is coming up. I have tried to keep my mind off of it as much as I can but tonight it is persistent. I am hoping God will come through this year and truly give me the special someone, and as much as I want to believe He will I doubt it. It's not that I think He can't, I just think He won't. Maybe, He will surprise me this time, I don't know. I do know this, I feel very lonely right now. And when I get this low, even my anti-depressant cannot curb my feelings of loneliness, and worthlessness. I get so upset about being alone. I don't feel like there is a girl on this planet that could possibly see the world the way I do. Speak my language, understand me. Yet I ask for her every day. Or at least I used to. I kinda gave up. I tried to speak it into existence, to believe and not doubt, but it's too hard and things get more complicated as I get older. I question my ability to take care of myself. Can I even love someone? Or because of my disability am I unable to love? Can a woman love me, like truly love me? I am waiting on God to make it happen but it's confusing because I feel like my parents are telling me on the one hand I have to do all the work to find and win her heart, and on the other hand I hear people say that God will make it happen when the time is right and it will all fall into place. I believe God will make it happen, but what if I'm wrong and I do have to do it myself, and I missed it because of that? My head hurts just thinking about it. I wish I knew the answer. Then again maybe I should not worry about it. But I do worry about it. I try to keep my mind off it but that's easier said than done. I just wish she would show up already.

I felt like you once. Jesus brought me a wife and I hurt her emotionally. I'm waiting for her to return to Jesus at the moment. She is home with me but we turned each other away from Jesus.

I do know God's timing is always right on time. If I think about my life I am quite miserable. I advise you to sing praises and thanks to Jesus and stop thinking about your life. Let Jesus simply bless you for singing praises and thanks to Him.

Did you know that everything Jesus did we can do and more?

We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus' stripes! I am healed by Jesus' stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...

There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing throughout your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will overflow His Holy Peace in us

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here & hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years & no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus' friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Matthew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirit Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Hungry4love357]

I felt like you once. Jesus brought me a wife and I hurt her emotionally. I'm waiting for her to return to Jesus at the moment. She is home with me but we turned each other away from Jesus.

I do know God's timing is always right on time. If I think about my life I am quite miserable. I advise you to sing praises and thanks to Jesus and stop thinking about your life. Let Jesus simply bless you for singing praises and thanks to Him.

Did you know that everything Jesus did we can do and more?

We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...

There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here & hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years & no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

But why is this so hard for me? I try to keep my mind on work, school, and off of her, and yet it always manages to find me again. I was doing great until the V-day commercials started coming on. I try to read my Bible but it just makes me want her more because I think about her when I read the Bible for whatever reason. Also certain thing will trigger my thoughts about her. Wedding pictures, attractive women, seeing couples being happy and showing effection, even certain images on the news will trigger my thoughts towards my future wife. And then my mind starts racing.

 

[Brother James]

But why is this so hard for me? I try to keep my mind on work, school, and off of her, and yet it always manages to find me again. I was doing great until the V-day commercials started coming on. I try to read my Bible but it just makes me want her more because I think about her when I read the Bible for whatever reason. Also certain things will trigger my thoughts about her. Wedding pictures, attractive women, seeing couples being happy and showing affection, even certain images on the news will trigger my thoughts towards my future wife. And then my mind starts racing.

I don't know why it's hard. I had to concentrate on "I take no thought" over and over. I force myself to get on here when I don't want to and I force myself to start singing praises and thanks to Jesus. I always get blessed and over blessed when I do though

Being a Christian, studying and doing God's Word, His advice isn't always easy but it is very rewarding

 

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