I hate my marriage. It has come to a point that every

[broken winged]

I hate my marriage. It has come to a point that every night I am wishing that I HAD a way to free us of his constant reign of malice dishonesty and verbal abuse seem to be becoming MORE difficult as he drowns his torments and secrets in numbing it away with drugs. No explanation or truths revealed just daily rage and disgust for what HE chose. How to continue with a man who despises his choices and even curses God on the daily. Many times I believe he has done this ONLY because he knows how much I despise it. He is comfortable being impossible and indecisive. We have been married 12 years and have five children together that do NOT deserve the truths hidden from them.
I pray daily for change and that he finally decide to go or to stay. Who could have known that he would result in being such a deceiver and manipulator when we said I do to forever. My spirit cries to heaven daily for God's hand to touch him and heal him from the demons that torment him and he BE the husband and father I know he can be. I am in love all by myself and see the potential I a man that does NOT see it within himself. God knows my desires and truths regarding this matter and understands why I do not reveal more within this request. I used to believe that a married woman was not allowed to complain especially when it was her choice to marry, but I also didn't consider the betrayal that I would live because of my ignorance to the hell that I know now before accepting the eternal I do. He lied to me then and continues to lie to me now and the pain I feel daily is too gory for written word.
I pray for a miracle because NO one deserves this hell that a man decides to hide and make another endure behind the bonds of a marriage.
Father... u know my plea and hear my cries every night. The pain is soo unbearable at times that I believe it reaches heaven. Please have mercy... in Jesus Christ name... Amen

 

[Shermarie1]

May our loving God hear and answer your prayer request. In Jesus precious name, Amen!!
Ephesians 3:20 (KJV) Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us

 

[hmccord]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Rico]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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