If I don't hate my life by now, Christ Child, you can't hate yours. You Must keep loving your self and your gift of life down here. Maybe not the circumstances, but God is working it all out. You'll be completely overwhelmed at how He can use all this stuff to help prune the lovely branch of His that is you. Abide in Him, Christ Child. If the branch becomes disconnected from the vine, it can bear no fruit, but if the branch contiues connected and bearing fruit, rest assured it will be pruned even more to bear even More wonderful fruit.
I speak to myself more to you.
I love ya!!!!
JohnB