I hate my life. God does not care ...

[Anonymous]

I hate my life. God does not care about me. He ONLY cates for those that are perfect and true to his word 24 hours a day seven days a week. He allowed me to be abandoned by my biological father at birth, and from the age of 6 to 15 to be sexually abused by my stepfather and biological grandfather that escalated to rape by the time I was 12. You say that God can do "all things", well he didnt stop that. I took care of my mother and sisters from the time I was 9 until now at 46. I got Mt sisters ready for school when I was 12 and meet them at theit bus every day after I got home from school. I prepared dinner and made sure they were feed before my mom got home. I NEVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING FROM ANYONE. And when I needed God to intervene in my life, BOTHING. he forsaked me, he abandoned me like Everyone else. NO ONE cares. He is allowing everything that has happened in my marriage and with my sisters. He allowed my husband to leave even though I was a good wife and present for everything. Whenever my sister's or mom needed anything, I was there never asking of even thinking to ask for anything in return.

I would never speak to my sisters or mother unless I am the one to call. And my husband left me for a married woman and is ALLOWED to prosper in all things. I have NOT raised my voice in anger and Truly believed that God would restore but NOT. In the last week, Mt family only have called when they needed money from me and God allowed me to have to suffer again and again for my husband's infidelity when I have prayed for each our salvation, love forgiveness, redemption, and for all of those who stand in God's way to be removed.

Well, bot. I was forced to sign divorce papers after God allowed he and the other woman into the marital home we shared to help him pack his belongings.

This is the God I prayed to and praised.

 

[JesusIsMyOnlyHope]

God is not responsible for any of those bad things. The devil is! God gave His own Son to die on the cross for us. Your life is not over and I pray that you see and experience wonderful things in the future. I am sorry for your horrible experiences and I pray that God heals you physically and mentally.

Please IM me if you need to talk. There are some things that I want to tell you privately.

God, I need you to remind me again of the lengths in which you have gone to save my sinful soul. Remind me again of the holy wrath I deserve, so that I can rejoice again in the precious mercy that has saved me. Cause this joy to overpower the dullness I feel right now. Amen

 

[Isabelle11]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Anonymous]

Is it not in the word that God holds the keys to death and he'll and that he defeated Satan when he died on the cross. Well, what God would allow the continuous suffering. I know what you are going to say, the Irarlites suffered, Christ suffered and we are no better that Christ, but if there was mercy grace and salvation especially when we knocked on God's door where was it? Where was the grace, mercy, and salvation. If he can do ALL THINGS, where was and is he?

Is he nor more powerful than Satan and his minions?

 

[JesusIsMyOnlyHope]

NO, this is NOT what I wanted to say. You dont understand that nature of God at all. It is amazing how people always blame God for everything and that's exactly what Satan wants you to think. Like I said before, if you want to talk IM me privately.

 

[Judy13]

I pray for you in Jesus name

 

[Saraha]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen

 

[Inquisitive angel HYS]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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