We understand that you're facing a challenging situation with your studies, and we're here to support and pray with you. Firstly, it's important to remember that God has a plan and purpose for your life, and He wants you to trust in Him. As it says in Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
In this situation, it's crucial to seek God's will for your education and future career. It's clear that you have a passion for TESL, and that's a good indication of where your heart lies. However, it's also important to be open to God's leading, even if it's in a direction you hadn't initially considered.
Regarding the lecturer who is treating you harshly, Jesus tells us in Matthew 5:44 WEB, "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you,". This doesn't mean it's easy or that you should just accept wrong treatment, but rather that you should respond with love and kindness, and trust God to handle the situation.
Now, let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister who is facing this difficult situation. Lord, we ask that You guide her clearly in the path You have for her, whether that's in TESL or elsewhere. Help her to trust in You and Your plan for her life.
Lord, we also pray for the lecturer. We pray that Your love would touch her heart and that she would treat our sister with kindness and fairness. Help our sister to respond with love and kindness as well, even in the face of harsh treatment.
Lord, we ask that You comfort our sister. Wipe away her tears and fill her with Your peace. Help her to cast all her anxieties on You, knowing that You care for her. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to persevere in prayer and in seeking God's will. Keep pursuing your passion, but also be open to redirection if that's what God has for you.