Anonymous
Beloved of All
I was so foolish to think my 7 year broken marriage could ever be restored. Years of separations and a lack of putting God first destroyed our marriage. I'm guilty of arguing and making bad choices. He's guilty of selfishness, lies, and adultery. I moved out due to frustration and him saying he was done with our stagnant marriage. He filed for divorce, said he never wanted to see me again. Now he has a divorced girlfriend with a child, and was cruel enough to tag on -banned site-. I made the mistake of asking him to put the divorce on hold and seek forgiveness in his heart for moving out, even though he didn't try to stop me. I've made myself sick praying and fasting for marriage restoration, only to be told the cruelest things by my husband tonight. He pretty much hates me and never wants to see me again. I give up. There is no chance of restoration, love, or forgiveness from him. I don't even know this man. My heart hurts more than I can ever describe. He said he was going to church, doing volunteer work and surrounding himself with good people. But he's living this sinful life?? What is wrong with people? I can't take this heartache any more! I'm such a fool!!!