I Give Up

[GodsAmbassador]

I want to see God as good but no longer see how. I've been denied so much in life. Guess what i want and what he wants is different. I don't like or trust what he wants for me. I want to die and go to heaven. Life is torture everyday seeing others blessed and I'm forced to see God as good just existing. I'm tired of church. Its a waste of time. Just a social club. I wish i knew what God had against me or why he decides to not help me. I'm even sick of praying. Why bother? Except for death as he'll do what he wants. I just want to be blessed in the midst of my suffering..tired of living alone but no one for me. No hope. People are useless!! And if God doesn't help me..recently he isn't then what do I do? Where do I go? When people speak against God I defend him!! Now that I need help or something worth living for he isn't there. He wants me to be happy?? Too funny. Impossible. I welcome death as a friend. I hoped for so much. No more I give up. I belive God. But see no blessing in life. At least he can be gracious and let me die..no place for me in the church. Can't afford life. Sick of

 

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May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

Let’s Pray: God I ask in Jesus’ name, “Help me to keep my focus on You. Bless and Encourage me to always be about achieving my God given goals and dreams. God help me to keep my attitude right. May I always have, “I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthen me attitude.†Strengthen me Lord Jesus to never give up on or abort my goals and dreams that You have placed within my heart. No matter how much it will cost me. No matter how dark the night, no matter how uncomfortable I may get, help me and cause me to see my goals and dreams come to reality. Help me fight the good fight of faith. Don’t let me allow the devil or anyone else to kill, steal, or destroy the plans that You have for my life. Bless me with the spirit of excellence. The same spirit of obedience, faith, and courage that Joshua had let it rest upon me and within me.

Let me celebrate in You God because of You as I go about achieving what You have blessed, called, and chosen for me to do in You and for You. Place men, women, and children of God in my life who really care about me to pray for me and help me achieve my God given dreams and goals. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer please do the same for the writer and all those I love and care about.

Encourager Linda Flagg, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister

 

[PrayerAngel]

I want to see God as good but no longer see how. I've been denied so much in life. Guess what i want and what he wants is different. I don't like or trust what he wants for me. I want to die and go to heaven. Life is torture everyday seeing others blessed and I'm forced to see God as good just existing. I'm tired of church. Its a waste of time. Just a social club. I wish i knew what God had against me or why he decides to not help me. I'm even sick of praying. Why bother? Except for death as he'll do what he wants. I just want to be blessed in the midst of my suffering..tired of living alone but no one for me. No hope. People are useless!! And if God doesn't help me..recently he isn't then what do I do? Where do I go? When people speak against God I defend him!! Now that I need help or something worth living for he isn't there. He wants me to be happy?? Too funny. Impossible. I welcome death as a friend. I hoped for so much. No more I give up. I belive God. But see no blessing in life. At least he can be gracious and let me die..no place for me in the church. Can't afford life. Sick of

\o/ Thank You, dear LORD Jesus, for this day and your many blessings! Amen. \o/

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Dear friend in Christ Jesus, if you truly call yourself "GodsAmbassador" and truly mean it, then you cannot go against what God has planned for your life. Whether you personally approve of it or not is not what counts in Heaven. It is what God has ordained for you to do in this life and the experiences you must undergo in being a part of humanity and learning. And how could you honestly want to go to Heaven when you pass on if you cannot even accept God in your life right now? With all due respect, that is quite hypocritical.

You must realize that God does not have anything against you. Whatever is happening in your life is something that you could have possibly brought upon yourself and God is not to blame. You are thus, learning the lessons that must be learned due to the Spiritual Law of Cause and Effect or What You Sow You Must Also Reap.

Have you also stopped to think about how God's adversary, the devil, is the one putting such thoughts in your mind? He would like nothing better than for you to question God, to be divisive, to feel sorry for yourself, to feel worth-less, to not worship God in church, to feel God is denying you something you truly want, and most of all to not pray anymore to God. But that is the way the devil works and he tempts everyone in this life. You must not listen to those lies as you were placed here for a purpose. But not everything in this life is a bed of roses. We are all here to learn the hard, cold lessons in life! Some roll with the punches. Others just give up. Those who roll with the punches usually end up with much enlightenment and inner satisfaction. Those who just give up go to their judgment and stand before God having to give Him an account of why they questioned Him and His omniscient wisdom. Is that the position where you want to place yourself? That would be a dangerous move, imho. Remember that the night is darkest just before dawn. And if you truly believe in God as you say you do you will give Him the opportunity to continue working with you on matters that you do not presently understand. He does understand all but no matter how you feel about it He will not give you more than you can bear. Keep that in mind and instead choose to find new ways to celebrate life despite its obstacles and lift God up for allowing you to learn instead of to just remain despondent and complacent with the status quo and without a clue in life.

Continue to pray to God throughout the day, thanking, praising, and glorifying His most precious Name for the remediableness of your cause! May God bless you always with healing, peace of mind, and a most fruitful day filled with His many blessings! Amen.

*A Reminder To All* Assure That You Have Been Baptized With Water and With The Holy Ghost! (See ACTS OF THE APOSTLES 1:5 - (KJV)

PRAYER OF SALVATION FOR THOSE WISHING TO BECOME BORN AGAIN IN JESUS CHRIST (to be said orally): Lord Father, I come to thee as a sinner with contrite heart and ask thee to forgive me of all of my sins. I accept and believe that Jesus Christ is the One and only begotten Son of God. I believe in my heart that Jesus died on the cross for me and that He resurrected from the dead through God. I promise to serve you in the most holy name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

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